Today is the day that i realize how useless how much I suck. I have no life. Time to let go of everything i have right now. I have no meaning to what This FUCKED UP CALLED LIFE!
Now my mom left for Dubai. :,) So happy for her I hope she can be happy there and have a new life to look at. As for us here we are happy for you MOM you are THE GREATEST MOM I EVER HAD! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! HOPE I CAN SEE YOU THERE AFTER I FINISH MY COLLEGE! I WONT LET YOU DOWN! I LOVE YOU!! ;)
i’m an idiot.
nothing to do in life
an unlucky guy
all out going guy
Things had been difficult since the last i courted a girl. Now i’m being a pussy to have a relationship with someone. I don’t know how to court someone I don’t what to do now. I’m confused to the maximum level that my brain is being scrambled and grinned into dust right now. Well FUCK THIS BULLSHIT I HAVE TO MAKE TRY NOT TO FUCK UP THIS TIME. FUCK FUCK FUCK!
i dont know how i what i’m feeling right now. I feel like shit. Fuck this bull shit time to make something memorable in my life. >.<
Now i know how she feel for me. she like me. Well i guess i feel the same way cause i had a crush on her since high school. she’s actually an old friend from elementary who i haven’t seen through high school. After high school we met again. I still had the same feelings if we meet. Well there’s a But I don’t want to make this feel like a fling. I want this to be a serious one I know i told myself to stop dating but i thinking this just worth a shot.
Updates on Resident evil 6 i just finished play Leon’s a Jake’s story mode. Now i just have to finish Chris’s story. My review to the game is the graphic’s awesome! The mutated monsters are really challenging as in literally CHALLENGING. You have to fight mutants that never dies, mutants that are as tall as a 2 story building, Epic inside the plane flying awesomeness! You have to control the plane to avoid it from falling into it’s doom. Leon is even bad-ass than ever, Chris is buffer than usual, Jake the son of Wesker is bad-ass. Well that’s what i could say. stay tuned to more of RE6 reviews.
updates on my life.
It’s been a while guys. sorry i have been busy for the whole summer with practice my guitar. I had some progress but you just have to figure that out if we ever meet, and as for my love life i don’t know i don’t wanna explain it. All i can say is i give up I don’t want to have someone for me i will try to make the best on what i have now like playing the guitar and dancing. You’re asking why i make this conclusion. I just hangedout with a friend of mine. Just this Wednesday. We just watched a movie then in the end if the movie we held hands. I keep asking myself “is hold a hand of a person really meaning nothing at all?” Don’t get me wrong we are just friends nothing more nothing less. But i don’t get it now. I’m that confused seriously .
Well i guess that’s it i had my final decision to try to be single all through my life. It’s better this way no more heart aches. Going to be happy Cause my new companion is my guitar and my skill on dancing. No more promises, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO more giving my heart out every single time i get serious to a girl.
That would be the latest update on my life. :)